I'm getting old everyday. I will be turning 26 y.o. in 2 months. I can't believe that i'm still single. In my imagination, i should have a soleh and crazy rich husband who loves me and a baby boy. But, as you know, find true love is not easy. Also, being single at this age is not easy too.
Is there true love still exist today? Yes, there is. Several days ago, June 1st 2019, former Indonesian first lady, alm. Hj. Ani Yudhoyono passed away. I'm not part of her family, but i'm very sad to hear that. A lot of news showed Mr. SBY's face, husband of Mrs. Ani, also former Indonesian president. My heart was broken. We can see how deepest his love to her. Can i get someone like him? Aamiin. Insya Allah, i'll find someone like that.
Sometimes i have asked to Allah, Ya Allah, am i a failure person. Am i not eligible to find true love like the others? No, honey, you are not a failure person, you just need the right time. :'|
Oh Allah, please make me strong in this lonely life. I believe that your plan is the best from my plan.
Always try muhasabah everyday, even my tears fall when i imagine all of my life journeys.
Being single is not easy, but if i'm near You, all things i do is lightier than my fear.
Bandung, June 12 2019
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